Hallelujah!

I am absolutely grateful to Heavenly Father for his tender caring for my family. For 9 years my husband and I have been taking our sons to Primary Children’s Hospital for exams under anesthesia (EUA). Every few months we have taken them to be evaluated for retinoblastoma. Child #1 was tested for 4 years without cancer being manifested. When #2 came along, we had genetic testing done on both boys. It was determined that #1 did not carry the gene but that #2 did. Thus, #1 no longer needed to be tested but #2 still needed to be examined every 2 months. (Follow?) It has been an ordeal to wonder and worry, each time, if the doctor would walk out with news we didn’t want to hear and which would change everything. However, we felt that they would be alright.

This last week was #2’s last EUA!!! He was completely clear of the disease. He will be checked in the office every 6 months but doesn’t have to be put under any longer.

At age 5, the likelihood of having the cancer is almost nonexistent. It has been necessary to have them under anesthesia to keep them from moving and/or bumping the instruments used in the exam which could cause serious eye problems. Now that the five year mark has been reached without cancer, #2 can be checked at a regular check up. My heart is so thankful. The doctor was amazed that we have “dodged the bullet”. I think that he really expected cancer after the genetic test results. But, Father has protected my sweet boys. I certainly did not want them to have to go through what I have in my life.

As a young teen-ager, I was counseled by a good doctor that I should never have children. He explained that if I found that I was pregnant, I should abort the baby. This crushed me. I thought of my own life and that I deserved to live even with my cancer and eye problems. Wouldn’t my child deserve life as well? Of course. Other medical professionals advised me in a similar manner to not have children who would likely have cancer. I have trusted Father and he led me in the decision to have both children. In his infinite kindness and perfect plan, he has heard my prayers and the prayers of many others. Neither of my boys have had this horrid disease! I am so grateful. I can physically feel the thanks in my heart. It’s hard to explain with words, but I can literally feel gratitude inside.

I also appreciate all my family and friends who have helped through these years in so many ways. Thank you! I know that the Lord’s hand is in my life more than I may notice. It is fabulous that the 9 years has come to an end without cancer!